well.
♥ Saturday, April 21, 2007 @ 12:53 AM
watched 《引擎》 juz now..
dun make a mistake.. i aint takuya kimura [correct spelin? i hope so] fan..
well.. anw.. made mi cry lk mad.. -.- lolx... i haven watch 一公升的眼泪... i tink i will die sia.. flood myself w tears.. lolx..
哭有什么错？no wrong.. tho no pt.. bt den.. i still cry.. bt den i dun lk to cry in fornt of pple.. dat xcludes mi watchin movie/tv/readin story bk.. lolx.. dat one i dun care pple in front of mi.. =P bt den.. juz cried.. now sitl feel lk cryin.. lolx.. die.
i nid to 振作... i duno wat to say. i tinkin of wrong tings.
oh btw went out to play mahjong @ mel's hse as usual.. w da usual pple lahx.. =) oh.. n juz read mel's blog i supposedly win 7+ dollars!!! lolx.. so so so much~ lolx.. n kelly mistaken plain water as bai mu er.. lolx.. really v. funny to c kelly mixed up tings.. lolx.. coz she ask wat is bai mu er.. den i say da white white ting lahx.. coz dere's some in my cup mahx.. n i din noe hers is plain water.. den mel say no taste de.. coz her mama dun take sugar de.. so she thot we all dun haf.. den kelly drink her cup.. den say really no taste de.. lolx.. den mel say.. of coz no taste lahx urs is plain water mahx.. lolx.. =D super funny..
unanswered.
tmr work agn.. 12 to closin.. will die sia.. 2day damn tired.. slpt on da bus to mel hse n back to my hse.. zzz.. goin to slp tmr too.. haix.. durin my break as well.. i m bloody tired. bt den i juz cldnt get to slp in da nite? lolx.. duno lahx.. goin bathe ltr.. c how..
难过也应该有个期限。
ntu letter is makin mi freak out. coz i din get mine. sobs.
my sis told mi... 一切都是注定的。当你失败的时候，这个会是你的借口。不需要难过，因为是命中注定的。可是，这不可以是你不努力的借口。所以，当发生的事情不是你想要得，不要难过因为这是注定的。不是你的错。可是，我却觉得，如果我再努力一点、做想做却没胆做的、说想说却说不出口的，这一切不会发生。到头来，还是感到痛苦。
讨厌我的理性，
讨厌我的执著，
讨厌我的任性，
讨厌我的傻气。
可是，我还是爱着自己。=)
