confused.
♥ Tuesday, June 26, 2007 @ 11:56 PM
trust me, i wish to change my mindset abt u. it's tough for mi to haf a different perspective abt u compared to others hu haf such a gd [i supposed so.] impression of u. life is lk bloody 1Othousand times better if i m lk da rest. i dunno wat da rest r tinkin anw. bt den. dey seems to b happy. so @ least i m happy. bt den da ting is i m nt. i trust my own instincts. i noe i m stupid bt den i still trust myself first.
oh. tokin abt mi being stupid. i wonder if i m da cut for uni anot. first of all i forgt to pay my application fee for nus n thanks god dat ntu application fee deadline is later. so i get into ntu as wat i wanted to. den now i forgot to send in my tuition grant form. i din noe i nid it. yes, i m dat stupid. i duno wat da hell i m doin.
n finally i get to club n finally i get to drink bt den wth. i nid to work tmr. i cannt find pple takin over mi. i juz gave up. juz lk i gave up goin sentosa. yes, i gave up. i wont b goin any bloody suntannin. i m juz fed up. i juz nid to wake up n noe dat my frenz dun lk wat i lk to do. so juz gave up.
i realised i m lk her. bt den i dun wan to b. bt den i m lk her. damn it.
read da "notice" n noe oh da promotion is 1st july. den dere's a review of partimers. -.- nt my business. i realised. i raised faster dan da pple bfore mi actually affect dem. mayb i shld get myself throw back to cast C so pple wont u noe.
really. if i can leap thru time. i wont do diz. i cfm wont do diz.
n stop appearin to disturb my life!
can i hide under da blanket n into my cave till sch starts?
