happy bday to mi. =)
♥ Sunday, September 23, 2007 @ 3:26 AM
my 19th yr on the Earth.
i alwaes say i actually alr spent my 19th yr. coz u c arhx. wen u r born u celebrate ur first yr bday one yr aft u r born. meanin dat u celebrate it aft u spent it. so i alr spent my 19th yr. lolx.
so thank god i m still alive. seriously. was tokin abt suicides on fri nite @ CA w pirates. lolx. weird name. muz tink of nicer name. so yup frankly speakin i tink of jumpin bfore bt i juz dun dare to. lolx. so thank god i m still alive n kickin tho i m sick now.
diz 19th yr din start v peacefully. lolx. coz i go checked last yr. i finsihed my prelims den my bday. so soon aft bday i get my prelims results. -.- den i start to pia for As. den aft As prom nite! beautiful nite! i haf lots of fun w da gals. n of coz da stay over @ mel's hse. =)
den soon aft. near xmas i went to pl n work. which is where i spend my time juz now. for a short while bt dat's all i nid. @ pl all thanks to ah lian. met lots of pple lk cheryl xianggan sheena valerie edwin jh penglek xk sarah kenny bazid don joanne faiz amy rac lovina etc etc. da list goes on n on n on. -.- it's really a hm @ dat time. =) now i dunno if it is.
n of coz met my first irvin tho it started fast n ended fast. lolx. it's still part of my memory aft all.
den received As results. 4As C5. happpy gal. =) start to decide where to go. den finally decided. maritime studies.
den zooooooooooooooooooooooom. sch startin.
join insinyur camp. noe kelly xinshuo huimin bernice genever amelia etc. =) haf real fun @ camp. fr fright nite to amazin race to sp nite to telematch. everytin. =) fond memories.
den sch starts. i dyed my hair. wahhahaahaa`
sch starts. thanks to kelly i noe seokhuey n zhenyi n thus eventually noe chunhuat n shanshan. =)
now 7th wk alr. it's been hell for mi. tryin to adapt to independent uni life. study n study. sian n sianner. bt den i believe i m gettin better n i will get gd grades. dat's wat i wan.
bday wish is alwaes so simple. everyone to b happy.
anw, for diz yr, thanks everyone for takin care of mi one way or another, be dere for mi whether physically or mentally lettin mi noe dat i m nt alone. luv u guys! =)
i noe nxt yr i wont b as carefree as i m now. so i wan a celebration. nt much a celebration act tho ended up mad n wei cannt meet mi durin da wkend. da gals too cannt meet up w mi. coz i tink by nxt yr everyone will b too bz. keke. n pl one oso. now still can call up so many pple to b dere. one yr later hu noes if i m stil dere if i still contact w pple. u nv noe. -.-
wanted to blog more bt den it seems dat @ pt i m juz speechless. i dunno wat to type. dat r a lot dat i owe which i cannt return. dat r a lot of regrets dat i cannt savage. dat r a lot of happiness dat i can nv get it back. diz period of time really is v impt to mi. sth dat i hold preciously now n future.
love as alwaes,
da bday gal,
sushi. =)
