
keke.
♥ Monday, September 10, 2007 @ 12:15 PM
start of wk 6. im in dead shit. my acctin haven read finish. nvm. i tink ic an spend my recess studyin da remainin chaps. it's time to focus on fundamental of management. bt den i haven buy da txtbk. shld i or shld i nt? i serioulsy dunno. it's wk 6 alr. i m halfway in da sem. m i feel so wrong. feel so unprepared. as if i juz start sch only. it's alr 1.5mnths soon. how? da uncertainty is killin mi.
n i realise i haven done da reflection paper for eff comm. da assignment for management. n martime assignment cumin up. how? damn. french test diz wed. i cfm failin it.
it feels so hard. i duno y. izzit coz i m studyin n workin? or it is juz an excuse? i seriously dunno.
birthday is cumin. i feel lk runnin away n juz kip tinkin abt my birthday. seriously. it is easier for mi diz way. n i will pia my way durin recess? nahx. i cannt do lk dat. i nid to work harder for diz cumin 2wks. one wk for management n one wk for maritime.
birthday cumin, reflections cumin. my 19th yr is a v v v v bz yr for mi. many tings happened.
i wan a pleasant surprise for my birthday. nahx. i dun wan dat. i oso dun wan da beautiful cake. no pt. lolx. i wan angbaos! nahx. i duno wat i wan. i udn mind anytin i tink. i dunno.
i m @ hm still wen i m supposed to meet @ 1.30 coz my printer refused to print da notes! damn. i m lazy to get out of da hse anw. damn lahx.
靠近一点点
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只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑或点头全接受
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能不能再靠近一点点
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就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见
tata pple! =)