once agn.
♥ Monday, October 1, 2007 @ 1:33 AM
"My love for you is deep and meaningless"
m i back to sq one? i really dunno. i seriously dun tink so. bt den da feelin still lingers. i dun even dare to tok to u. i saw u i dun even smile. i totally ignore ur presence. y is dat so? no, i alr stopped tinkin abt u. bt den. i dunno. nahx. i m juz plain bored. lolx. so i m fine! =)
i did mention abt being disappointed once agn n agn. n i realised i haf another ting to b disappointed. den forgive. den disappointed. m i dat bad? as in i haf so many sad tings w mi? nt rite... one day i will finally realise it is beyond repair n den i will go.
2day is scoldin vulgarities day. lolx. y? coz i haf been scoldin it all day long. mayb due to lack of slp. due to lack of staff 2day coz 2pple din cum. i dunno. damn tired. it's lk nv stoppin. aftnn did kitchen evenin did dishup. do n do n do n do n do. nonstop. nt a lot of sales. only 3K bt den damn tirin can. do till sian. den aft dat count stock. count here count dere. i dun even noe da proper names! sian.
punced out @ 12.45. -.- reached hm @ 1am. now goin to read a bit on eff comm. tmr nid wake up early for acctin. -.- goin sch early? i duno.
mnth end agn. sch alr started. hols past. bday over. nth much happen. stil tryin to love my live love myself love da world. -.-
"That's why you go away I know"
i suddenly in confusion of hu da lyrics r meant for. x.x for mi of coz. keke.
i dun wan to noe both sides. wrong. i wan to noe ur side. to understand u. m i? i dun tink i worth it in ur perspective rite? [i tink i study too much eff comm. -.-]
bless mi pple. for accting test on tues. -.-
tata.
